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Without hesitation, I step onto this path, leaving the world
behind. At first, it was just an endless road surrounded by a vast expanse of
white. Life in this world feels particularly novel yet lonely. Occasionally, I
hear someone calling out to me from behind, but they fade into the distance.
Others try to lure me back, but my conviction drives me forward. They do not
understand the true essence of life and only follow their desires to pursue
useless material possessions. Fame and fortune may bring temporary glory, but
only those who persist in walking their own path can leave an eternal legacy. I
am like a lonely patient seeking a cure. I will not resort to unethical means
but rather follow my heart's desires.
As I approach a winding mountain path, I find myself at a dead end and have no
choice but to overcome it. If we were to weigh winding roads and tranquility on
a scale, undoubtedly, the scale would tip towards the former. Those who can
triumph over trivial calmness are truly extraordinary. The process of walking
this mountain road has left me scarred and marked with twists and turns. Some
believe that hardships reveal true emotions, but for me, it is not emotions that
I see, but rather the true nature of people. From fearing loneliness and
dreading hardships, I have transformed into someone who embraces solitude and
befriends the twists and turns, requiring immense courage.
Loneliness is my style, and I relish silence. Like how I entered this forest,
everything here can blend with me as one. I am content with enduring the
scorching sun and being a haven for shrubs. I let the winds blow from all
directions, and the rain moisten my soul, but I will not open the door for
others to enter my world.
Now I lie on the grassland, where the sky is angelic blue, the grass is green,
and my heart is pure. I can close my eyes and imagine how insignificant yet
unique I am in the universe. I do not know how many people can see my shining
light or how many people are fooled by my disguise.
I do not look back; I will continue to move forward. When I reach the end of
life, I will not ask God for an extra second. I do not want fake companionship,
and I do not want people to compete for goodness or pretend to be kind. I do not
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